Kicking it in before Christmas.

After 6 hours, i juz gotta be in my church for the freakin CHRISTMAS 1000 Lunch. Just know went to church to arrange the chairs and tables with my dad and other chruch members. Damn hard to see lar.... =.= tak ada lampu punya. Haih... But i'm also not in the mood. Moved the tables and stuffs. Chairs are the most nuisant one. Haih.... Rily dun feel like blogging at 2 in the mornin. So i'll juz keep it short.

I went home at 12am. Tired but stil could not sleep. Went to do something dat suited my mood. And i'm sorry baby.. T_T Please come back to me.. Yes.. I.. I'M DRUNK.....*hiccups*

Only three =.= I did so much better with my dad around....

I wasnt drunk lar... at least i stil can walk? XD

Why is everything blur =.=

OOOO. look.... pwetty lights...XD
Owh... kay... * hic *
My heart is gonna burst.... My nose bled and i cant breath. =.=
And i fell... =.=

If u're c'ing this, i wanna say... I'm rily sry... watever i say, i take them all back. let me write bout how i feel again.

Been days since that day,
I said somthing and made you walk away.
I was acting foolish, being dumb, just stupid,
Not knowing how serious it was when I said it.

My mouth I slapped numerous times,
But I wish the hand that slapped me was yours not mine.
At least by then you would do something for me,
For your idiot and egoistic daddy.

Those words that night that made u cry,
Just made me wish that your smile was something that I could buy.
Tears that rolled down from your cheek,
Just the thought of it makes my body fragile and weak.

I know no matter how many times I apologize to you,
You won't revert to the person I once knew.
I know the one who was wrong is me,
But please won't you just come back to me baby.

I really don't know what else I have to say,
Just hope that your days will be better with or without me, my daughter, **** ***

Royal Flush, the Renegades

I know you all don't know this but...... Let me introduce you to "ROYAL FLUSH". The bunch of boys I self-formed because we're the elite in LPS. LOL. I know, I know. IT'S LAME!!!! But.... i really think that it's nice having a group. XD


Bob Siow Chan Wai aka "Ten the Diligent"
The one, the emo. My arch-nemesis. Yes... he is the emo'est. Makes me worried bout him sometimes. Yes.... REALLY!!! He has issues. Real down right ones. But every time I wanna talk to him bout it. He's like :"*uck off, gay!!!" And walks away stomping the floor. He despises spicy food. Can't eat it, can't stand it. Especially Tom-yam. He seriously needs some fashion consultations. Serious fetish for brown objects....=.= Everytime he wanna buy shoes, he is like :"I don't like this, I don't like that. OoO... Brown Addidas." LOL. There are times where he feels emo because he keeps getting turned down whenever he confesses to girls. Let's c... up til now... 5? or was it juz 4? And wat's more. Since primary school, he was being stepped on by ACE. And that's why sometimes, he wants to prove himself through the camp his about to organize around May next year. And here's the reason to why i name him "ten the diligent". He's been helpin Pn. Lee, our library's teacher advisor doing jobs and errands since he was form 2. But no one noticed and people sometimes neglect and isolate him. Just like the card ten in our royal flush. No matter how many insignias there are on the card, it's still the smallest. No matter how hard he works, he remains the unnoticed. Pity.... yet he doesn't allow people to do that UNLESS you're the next girl he's after. Favourite song: 我不配. Guess people who know him shud noe de reason to why he likes this song XD Note: he is the shortest(sorry SCW)


Saw Yong Ren aka "Jack the Jester"
Actuali... I called him this because mainly he's a jack*ss. I've never seen anyone as rich + lazy as this guy. I tell you. Everytime he's given a job or errand. He'll just keep on moanin bout it. Me and Ace can already say out what are his usual lame moans. "URGH!!!!", "MA DE(妈的)!!!" "HEN LEI A(很累啊)!!!". I have totally gave up on changing this guy. Must have been the rich life which makes him so used to getting what he wants without working hard. Haih... I stil remember those days we stayed over in library. He slept the earliest. And we had to do all the hard work. And when we woke up, he play DotA there. *clap hands* He really is the court jester. Too happy go lucky. Well... Enough of insulting. He is actaully quite useful in times. Whenever we need some info bout tech, he could be the one. COULD. With his skills knowledge in it, Ketua Data memang suit him. But the fellow go act yeng and wanna be ketua harian like Ace. In the end he not oni cannot get the Ketua Harian post, he also lost his post as Ketua Data and got degraded to penolong. lol.... Skinniest among us. But he eats tons!!!! =.= damn him. LOL..... And guess wat, he's got a twin brother who looks nothing like the noob looks he got. The brother is more leng zai but stil noob XD (no offense). I've heard of twins with same looks but different personality. But they are juz the other way around. They got different looks alright, but their attitude totally same. It's just so hard to describe it in word's' so i'll juz describe it in one. NOOB!!! lol...but i've gotta hand it to him. He's got the way to make Ace talk to him even though Ace dont talk to no normal noob. He's such a hard person to see through too, very hard to know wats he thinking. He has an equal wild imagination as Ace, both of them can think of crazy stuff de lar. And leave me to pick up the dirty work.


Eugene Poh Phark Kwan aka "Queen the Loving"
I think no need write lar....=.=. Haih.... Well.... Im just your average 16 yer old fat-assed boy who hates his family. People say im patient. I DNO LAR!!! mayb~~~ ^^ hahaha. But i know one thing.. It's very hard to make me pissed, its not impossible, just hard. Moreover, if i am, i hold a very deep grudge against him/her. Smiling and acting is my specialty, literally. Used to act in dramas and plays in chruch. I guess its cause i also act in real life. My goals in life is to watch anime, runaway from home and do well as an accountant. =] A normal life will do for me. I remember Zachary once commented bout me. That i didnt have the guts to reach higher. but i juz told him back, why does one need to strive so high when it ends wif disaster. I love spicy food!!! XDD I dont rily like sweet stuff. Favourite drink: beer, rum and coffee. I think I'm cool. LOL... I'm called "Queen the loving" because.... I'm juz here to fill in the blanks. XD Well.... I'm alwiz open to wat people have to share wif me. From relationship problems to homework stress, I actuali wanted to have a new post in LPS, Ketua Kaunseling. But i know, i have my own issues. BUT!! i always use those issues to prove to my "clients" that there's more people who are worse than them. I totally hate people that get special treatment, people who are lucky to get things in their life solely because they have status and money, because i only think that things shud be earned by own hands. Luck determined by one's inner will. I never could have get so many marks in my add maths by luck and talent. I used to suck in maths. LOL... ESPECIALLY MULTIPLICATION!!!! =.= used to damn hate it... I remember that my dad used to tie me up in front of a big multiplication table and give a few minutes to take it all in. For every wrong question i answer, I get a new scar on my ass. =.= Yes.. I have a crazy dad. We go out and drink occasionally and end up carryin each other home =.= I hate him. I just hate him. End story


Lim Chee Yong aka "King the Calm"
Hm... What else can i say bout him. He looks like a king, acts like a king and lives like a king. He's the 2nd richest among us. He looks serious most of the time, but actuali he's just plain lame. LOL.... I'm not joking here. Most of the juniors are afraid of him but he can joke around wif u all he likes. He may be big but, he's got a big heart of gold. Owh kay...... Maybe tooooo big. One word. NAIVE. He just things the world can revolve around those thoughts. But dats wat make him an approachable person u talk too. Might be even better than me in consulting people but he just isn't used to it. Just like Jack, He has talent in tech, often plays lots of games. Sadly he dun like DotA. Well..... Me neither. XD I dowanna talk bad bout him too much but there's lots to talk bout him. Just like his name "King the calm", he's the most calm among us and take actions for every problems but I will never see eye to eye wif him because he thinks that problems can be solved so easy. Haih.... He never thinks deep and consider anyones just like the incident wif one of my luilui's. My luilui had already said no to his fren, but he had to butt in their relationship and backing up for the guy while blaming a bit bout luilui not giving the guy a chance. Well... That's another story to tell. He lives the suit life too long and that lead to his naivety. At a very young age, he lost his father to an incident which i'm not sure. It caused him too be alwiz alone wif his maid at home. At the age of 7, he would get bored at home and walked out himself too stroll in the neighbourhood. And dat's where u was introduced to CC (Cyber Cafe's). He was lucky. Having at great old man by his side during his days in the CC. TEACHING HIM HOW TO HACK MAPLE!!!!!! lol... i dno lar... juz overheard from him lar. That's when he started to get interest into tech. He had the time, the freedom and the money. Lucky bastard. Having special treatment because of the his $$. Haih... but I've learned to accept that fact. In fact, I wont hate him because at least he has a pure heart. So....... So.....单纯 =.= Urgh.... i hate that good part of him.LOL =.= Well... if he hadn't been goin out wif a dear fren of mine, i would have made a voodoo doll of him by now. HAHA!!!! He changed so many maids but the only one incident i remember the most is when he told the Royal Flush that his maid and his driver was *ahem*. So they changed both of them.... =.= LAME!!!! HAHAHA!!! Well... besides that, you're alright bro. And i thank you for being the one to calm me down when i get all worked up. Ask him for advice, its for ur own good =]


Nell Moh Jiun Han/m@o aka "Ace the Mastermind"
M@o. My friend. My enemy. It's so funny how i hate him no matter how much he makes me admire him. He's brain is extraordinary. He could be a businessman/lawyer/event manager, he could be anythin as long as he's the boss. He can out-talk u anytime anyday, but it depends on whether he is IN THE MOOD OR NOT. =.= He can plan a party and get away with it, but it depends on whether he is IN THE MOOD OR NOT. =.= he can organize a business plan and earn more than just profit, but it depends on whether he is IN THE MOOD OR NOT. =.= He is gifted, yes, but alwiz use his gift in the wrong ways. =.= Always do all those whacko stuff dat will get us all in trouble. Haih... Find stuff to make a happy day become a busy day. For example, when i was Ketua Maintenance, he will use MY SCREWDRIVER and freakin break lockers!!!! =.= And i had to fix it... Well.... He just dun have the right people to have guided him through his youth. Alwiz have to face freakin brothers dat bully him. Sad.. A person who is this powerful because of a sad childhood. He has a great weakness though, he chooses his friends. And when i mean choose, i really mean it. He won't talk to you unless, he thinks that you are worth the talk. He only goes after the cool, the suave, the powerful and talks to them. Wherelse he seldoms comes by and talks to me. At the beginning of the year, i nearly thought he was gay coz we were the earliest in the library. And he would be always askin me to TEMAN HIM GO TOILET!!!! GAY *SS!!! LOL.... only jack will be dumb enuf to follow him though. Tends to go solo all the time, but he never rush into things and can be equally calm as King. Well... to be frank, he is juz all of us combine together lar. Although he gets pissed very easy, and he will obviously show it....=.= and moreover he READS!!!!! he f*ckin reads man. His general knowledge is wider than all of the other Royal Flush members added together. DUDE!!! He's like a walkin wikipedia.... But sadly he ain't that humble to hide his fangs. He'll just bite u and capture ur heart in a split second. But most of the time he's crapping bout stuff he just read from books lar (吹水). As said in Jack's paragraph, he just has the wildest imagination ever. Always think of lame but fun stuff. Example: Kai bao, Counter Strike in Library, Hacking to other peoples friendster accounts and putting Tan Lin's photo as the only picture there and write the title "my mom". Right as of now, he is hooked up to pokemon. Yes... i did not type wrong and u did not c wrong. POKEMON!!!! DENG!!!!! @#$%&!!!! Haih... Despite all his talent, I overheard he wants to be a pilot. But.... Sadly his Physics is worse than mine. In conclusion, he's just the combination of the specialties of the other Royal Flush Members and nearly the perfect guy. NEARLY!!!


To sum it all up, we the Royal Flush are made up of different types of people. But despite the differences, we make a great team that serves the library and helps out in every way we can to make the library more lively. Just wish we could have get along better. [;

A new Song I'm Addicted to

Mad by ne-yo
She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Nobody's talking, coz talking just turns into screaming.
And now as I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me.
All that that means, is neither of us are listening.
And what's even worse? That we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for. Nothing~~
(Fighting for). Nothing~~
(Crying for). Nothing~~
But we won't let it go for. Nothing~~
(No not for). Nothing~~
This should be nothing
To a love like what we got-

Oh baby. I. Know. Some. Times. It's gonna rain~~
But baby can we make up now. Coz. I. Can't. Sleep through the pain
(Can't sleep through the pain)
Girl I don't wanna go to bed. Mad. At. You.
And I don't want you go to bed. Mad. At. Me.
No, I don't wanna go to bed. Mad. At. You.
And I don't want you go to bed. Mad. At. Me.

And it gets me upset, girl when you're constantly accusing.
(Asking questions like you already know)
We're fighting this war, baby when both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go)
(What happen to working it out?)
We've fall into this place where. You ain't. Backing down. And I ain't. Backing down
So what the hell do we do now?

It's all for. Nothing~~
(Fighting for). Nothing~~
(Crying for). Nothing~~
But we won't let it go for. Nothing~~
(No not for). Nothing~~
This should be nothing
To a love like what we got-

Oh baby. I. Know. Some. Times. It's gonna rain~~
But baby can we make up now. Coz. I. Can't. Sleep through the pain
(Can't sleep through the pain)
Girl I don't wanna go to bed. Mad. At. You.
And I don't want you go to bed. Mad. At. Me.
No, I don't wanna go to bed. Mad. At. You.
And I don't want you go to bed. Mad. At. Me.

Oh baby, this love ain't going perfect
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and. We can fight.
As Long as everything's alright between us,
Before we go to sleep,
Baby, we're gonna be~~ ha~~ppy~~


Oh baby. I. Know. Some. Times. It's gonna rain~~
But baby can we make up now. Coz. I. Can't. Sleep through the pain
(Can't sleep through the pain)
Girl I don't wanna go to bed. Mad. At. You.
And I don't want you go to bed. Mad. At. Me.
No, I don't wanna go to bed. Mad. At. You.
And I don't want you go to bed. Mad. At. Me.

I love this song man.... I've been freakin listenin to it every night since I 1st laid my ears on it.
SUPPORT NE-YO!!! XD

Past couple of days been doing. Nothing!!! Nothing!!! And NOTHING!!! Just playing wif my pet on facebook. And guess what. Apparently, my 10 year old bro. Is into PPG Z aka Powerpuff girls Z. Rily yeng lar.....Check it out



But it was so sailormoon-like...... it rily makes me look not only like kid. But a weird one. So... dats a no no...LOL... I'm gonna continue taking care of luilui (my pet) now... bye XD

Happened to be tagged. A LOT

I've been tag by so many times.... I'm gonna do it all at once =].

I'll tag you guys. MUAHAHA!!!XD
1. Louise Tan
2. Nen Lin
3. Huey Wen
4. Stephanie Loo
5. Ru Jun
6. Justin Choong
7. Wei Ling
8. Raymond Lai
9. Hui Teng
10. Jia ler



1st
第一：被點者請在自己的 BLOG裏寫下答案
第二 : 請傳另外十位的人.=)
第三 : 傳閱人‘請在于這十位當中鬥留言版’ 告知他(她) 被點名了..
第四 : 這當中的十位的人‘不得拒絕’
第五: 被點者‘請注明被誰點暸’ 在哪接到‘在傳給下十位’
第六: 這些被點名者’ 你們被點會得到祝福‘並且願望會實現’ 也會得到幸福.^^

“幸福套餐”开始咯 ^^

幸福套餐 NO。1♥

01 你的綽號 : misopsychia
02 年齡 : 16
03 生日 : 16.11.1992
04 星座 : 天蝎座
05 興趣 : Anime, Songs, Cooking, Gardening
06 專長 : erm... emo?

幸福套餐 NO。2♥

01 你有沒有喜歡的人? : 有
02 是否在交往? : 没有。
03 現在幸福嗎? : 不觉得。幸福只是拿来逃避绝望的一种感受
04 如果上天給你勇氣，最想做什麽事? : 离家出走
05 如果有天,你愛的人跟你告白的話? : STUN!!!

幸福套餐 NO。3♥

01 點你的人是: 白痴的傻婆! haha.
02 他是妳的 : 朋友!
03 他的個性? : 蛮无聊
04 認識他多久? : LOL!!!不清楚叻大概两年吧
05 你覺得他怎樣? : 人满blur一下。不过，做些自己有兴趣的事务时，很有帅气。
06 你想對他說什麽 : 我好想借个肩膀来靠。

幸福套餐 NO。4♥

01 最愛的節目 : Anime!!!! 哪一个都OK =]
02 最愛的音樂 : 林俊杰, 周杰伦，王力宏的那几首歌
03 最愛的季節 : 充满绝望的冬季
04 最愛的卡通 : 已经放弃了卡通咯
05 最愛的人 : 我亲爱的女儿们 XD *MUACKS*
06 最愛的顔色 : 黑白橙紫。
07 最愛的國家 : 日本，因为那边超多ANIME!!! XD
08 最愛的天氣 : 雨天。

幸福套餐 NO。5♥

01 如果上天給你三個願望:
a) 身边的人都开开心心
b) 给我离家出走的勇气与能力
c) 让我看完世上全部的ANIME!!!XD

02 你是很專一的人嗎 : 很
03 最深刻的回憶? : 年年的大扫除 =。= 因为很费的东西都会发生
04 你是個很有信心的人嗎? : 不觉得，好想一点都没有
05 你很愛微笑嗎 : 微笑？那只是隐瞒事实的一种方法。因为大家都知道，你，不是真真的快乐。
06 如果你要放棄你現在的生活，你願意嗎 : 放弃，因为这个life很boring, 很累。
07 妄想什麽樣的生活 : 平平淡淡，健健康康，没有吵架
08 是否橫刀奪愛才是愛 : 当然不是啦。不过，我好像在这方面很拿手。=。=



2nd
Rules & Regulations:
do not copy answers
the tag questions must be 100% the same
tag people after finish tag
no tagging back

How you know 1 ; Louise?
LOL. Erm.... not dat sure. Well.... maybe we juz happen to get along when she was in LPS. I rmbr used 2 give her a snow globe during afternoon session. The rest is blank

What would you do if you never meet 2 ; Nen Lin?
Well... I would have never got to be friends wif the hottest girl in CHS. XD
And i would never have got to tok on the phone wif a girl for so long.....

What would u do if 3 ; Huey Wen & 4 ; Stephanie Loo dated u?
I would freak out and slap myself coz im dreaming

Would 5 ; rujun & 6 ; justin choong make a good couple?
*clear throat* erm.... yes? lol... no kidding. yes

Do u think 7 ; weiling is attractive?
She? Of COURSE SHE IS. She's one of my most treasured Luilui's and all of them are attractive...=] i love them XD

Do u know anything about 8’s ; Raymond's family?
Erm.. nothing much. Actuali... juz nothing.LOL.... juz dat he is freakin richer than me

Tell me something about 9 ; Hui teng.
Fren of one of my luilui....=] ok ok lar.... i call her ah teng. XD surprisingly luilui oso call her dat...

What language does 2 ; Nen Lin speaks?
mostly english and some bahasa pasar in it. XD

Who is 3 ；Huey Wen going out with?
LEEHOM!!! XD

How old is 4 ; Stephanie Loo?
15.... but stil my baby girl... =]

When was the last time u talked to 5 ; Ru Jun?
Just now thru msg

Who is 6 ; Justin Choong's favourite singer?
Beats me... LOL.. eh.. justin.. who arh?

Would you date 7 ; Wei Ling?
Well..... if she insists....LOL.. NO LAR... of course i would, if u like lar

Is 8 ; Raymond single?
Well.... He juz broke up.. Sry bro

What is 9 ; Hui Teng last name?
AH TENG!!! XD

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1 ; Louise?
ZZZ..... She?! and me?! Yeah.. more like enemies...XD

Which school does 2 ; Nen Lin go to?
CHS =.=

What do you like about 3 ; Huey Wen?
Her smile and her hair.



3rd
English: Eugene
Mandarin: 布柏均 （Cloth, 'I-dunno-wtf-is-dat', Equal）
Cantonese: Bow Bark Kwan
Hokkien: Dno lar... Im not hokkien=.= but i noe my name would sound so cool in Japanese '裕二'
2) Upload 3 pictures that have you:


I was sick in this pic.
I forgot to shave =.=

I FREAKIN LOVE MY FRINGE!!!! XD


3) Who would you rather find to talk your problems with?
No one?

4) Are you in love?
Yes

5) Who is that person?
One of my luilui (I'm being too frank here =.=)

6) Have you ever hug?
Yes

7) Would you choose friends over love or love over friends?
For the old me, I would definitely chooose love. But now, neither

8) How long had you currently love this person? (including when you have met)
1 year or so

9) Describe that person:
She has some freckles but i dont mind, She's so cute when says "Haiyor". She has amazing patience. Short term memory loss. LOL....She's like a little lion cub. So small and cuddly, i wanna hold her in my arms. But then she scratches my hand, leaving it bleeding. And then she walks away...

10) If you're dumped and you still like that person, will you wait? Why?
Yes...and I stil am... Bcoz i treasure relationships

11) Is it appropriate for a teenage to be in a relationship?
Erm... balance ur time lar

12) Will it last? Estimate.
Depends on whether u're serious anot lor....

13) Will you cry if you lost someone you love? How long? Why?
Yes....T.T. I dno.... months or years? Coz i rily wanna b wif her. T.T

14) Will you go back to your ex, though both of you had changed?
I dun have one..=.=

15) Had anything ruin your love relation before? What is it?
Erm... yes. My lame ways of confessing

16) Is it worthless without love? Why?
Actuali... no... I was never loved and im stil living. So... live on.

17) What would you do, if you're stressed out?
Masturbate (I noe i'm too frank)

18) Does hurting yourself helps?
Yes. It rily does.

19) Are you really into the one you have a crush on now?
Yes... i can tell this 2 u loud and clear but u juz dun wanna face me. YES!!! I LOVE YOU

20) What did he do, that you love that person so much?
Not much. I juz love the way she whispers 2 her frens bout mt, the way she talks 2 me in a bold way, the way she asks me 4 help in any trouble, the way dat she isn't shy when she's tokin 2 me.

21) What is pain inside?
The pain inside? HATRED WITHIN!!!

22) What song reminds you of your crush?
Hate that i love you by neyo and rihanna

23) What was the happiest day with your crush? Why?
When we would stay back on the tuesdays and fridays to talk and crap and walk around taman jaya.

24) How many times do you bathe a day?
Thrice

25) Do you often wash your hair?
Are u insane? of course everytime i bathe

26) If your friend is a dirty, smelly person, say something.
XXX.... wat the hell... u din take bath again? =.=

27) If someone, your friend or your loved ones fart in front of you, what is your reaction?
If there's a window, i'll open it. If its out in the open, i'll juz walk away

28) Is pimples something will make you feel that people will feel 'eek-ish'?
Yeah... Definitely

People don't understand me

WOW.... last few days has been a blast. Well... lets start on friday(14/11/08).

Friday XD

Gathering with primary school frens. Reluctant at 1st but haih... The host seems 2 b one of my frenz who juz moved to BK. damn ying lar his hse. too bad no camera. Wanted 2 take more pics de..... haih.. but oni got hp punya camera. Graphics are lame but better than nth lor. haih... turns out that my fren hasn't plan anythin 4 the gathering but he juz ask us 2 come 2 his hse to teman him eat n play guitar...=.="

The only three who played that night

His mom is gonna freak out at this

Check it out... the one in red... ze khan..唯一

晴天(LOL)

情非得已 by ler...

Now.... wat we all have been waiting 4 YAN JANG!!!!!!

晴天 (better version.....XD)

In the end, chang meng was bored til he slept
Of course lar, juz listen they all play....=.=

Saturday =]

Next day wanted 2 go skul but... haih... when reach there... nothing... no one... only a few probays..... ZZZZZZZZZZZ.... *uck that... went to sunway 2 visit chan wai wif luilui4 but..... HE DOIN WEAR THE BEAR COSTUME!!!! =.=" suan liao... haih...stil wonderin whether any of them remembered my birthday which was supposed 2 be on tmr. But then jialingwas there. She ask me the most absurd thing i ever heard.

"Eugeeeeneeeee--- Can help out in the shop tmr anot??? Pwease.!!!!"

I was like. "WTH" haih... nvrm lar.. juz help out lor. =.= me and my dumb*ss ideas. Well... this would be how i would look like when wore it.

The Shop =]

Sunday =.=

Okay-- Well I guessed NO ONE freakin remembered my birthday. Haih... I ponteng church. (Sorry God, forgive me). Went 2 sunway with a heavy heart. Even MY FREAKIN PARENTS FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! HAIH.... its ok... i decided not 2 celebrate it this year anyway. Well... the 1st thing I did when i reached the shop was to tell jialing. "Ya'noe, there's actuali 3 reasons to y i can't work 2day. 1st of all.... i skipped church, 2nd my parents dno where i am right now and third.... 2day's my birthday....."

They din give much of a reaction...... =.=" Haih... fine.... no one rily remembers it anyway. LALALA~~ so.... me n serena went walkin around sunw ay in dat ridiculous outfit. While i was in that costume, I noticed somethings:
1. Mascots are ridiculous
2. It's HOT in the suit!!!!
3. Sunway is very big...=.=
4. Kids are very scary....

Well.... its a good thing i dun have to work straight down for 7 hours. I get to work and rest for a half an hour interval. =] Miss Lim, the supervisor there seems scary... but she's actuali kinda nice. I thought I'm juz gotta celebrate my birthday like this but then..... JIALING!!!!! =] THX FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY WIF ME!!! rily...=] she bought a nice cake... rily unforgetable *hugs* ^^ I'm gonna do all ur tags now....=]

The cake.....=] Sry jialing... din take the pic wif ur face...=.=

Hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

y'day was quite a *ucked up day.... stupid family wif stupid problems, quarrelling over stupid things. Its so *ucked up. I hate them. 15 years... 15 freaking years. They have never change. I will never 4give them. They just have nothing else 2 do in the world. All i could do was cry...... but i know now that i couldn't cry anymore. Im a freakin boy. (Big sexist...lol)..... I hate people who thinks they can abuse people's sympathy. It's like they are imitating some protagonist from those Hong Kong dramas. Well.... grandma.. newsflash... u dun look anythin like 李司棋 from 家好月圆. So.... yeah screw u.

Haih.... Been thru many ups and downs lately. Its like the ekonomi of the world influences my mood....=.,=" But enuf bout me. I made one of the most stupidest decision in my life just now. Me and luilui 2.2 were bout 2 go home on the same bus. But nooooooooo..... i had 2 make the dumbest decision 2 WALK to mid valley since buses juz din stop and drove past us. I'm sry luilui..... i kept saying that on our way 2 mid... she could have a least scolded me... but she din... n dat makes feel me even guilty. haih..... Right here. I juz wanna say that :" I'm sorry luilui....daddy made one of the dumbest decision i could. Forgive daddy....}-;"

Okay....... next up we have a tag... my 1st one. (YAY!!! XD)

Tagged by jialing.....=]

Rules :
- Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 5 people .

January:

Stubborn and hard-hearted . Ambitious and serious . Loves to teach and be taught . Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses . Likes to criticize . Hardworking and productive . Smart , neat and organized . Sensitive and has deep thoughts . Knows how to make others happy . Quiet unless excited or tensed . Rather reserved . Highly attentive . Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds . Romantic but has difficulties expressing love . Loves children . Loyal . Has great social abilities yet easily jealous . Very stubborn and money cautious .

February:

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.



March:

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.




April:

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.




June:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk active. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.




July:

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.





August:

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.




September:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.




October:

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.





NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.




I'll tag......
Stephanie loo
Raymond lai
Nen Lin
Louise Tan
Rachel Gan

OH MY GOD!!!! Wat the hell is that?

LOL..... Ok I'll start the story. y'day, a few friends asked me out. 4th time this year..... dun rily like outing. More of an indoor person..... dun ask me y. i juz happen 2 b that way. anyway, i was at skul in the mornin to open the library door juz 4 the form 5's coz they are having their SPM. me n luilui 2.2 were in the library. We were watchin 'the star' newspaper and i was like......LOL.. They got a section of sum whacko stuff that day.... only managed 2 take a pic of one though. Plus the article of kempen turn harga; stupid government with stupid campaigns.

KANNA HERE I COOOOOMMMEE!!!!! XD

What kind of a dumb*ss would do this...=.="
This goes to show that Malaysia's "creative drivers" are increasing day by day.

At around 12 pm, i wanted 2 leave already but dat "lady" juz had 2 make me stay. Made me type out some dumb*ss letter. Frenz keep miss calling me while i was typing it.

To my frenz dat day:" Ya'noe... ITS FREAKIN HARD TO TYPE WHILE UR PHONE IS VIBRATING VIRGROUSLY IN YOUR LEFT POCKET WHILE A TEACHER IS BEHIND U!!!!!

Turns out that dat stupid letter was a letter of approval for dat lady 2 buy new com's 4 the library (finally)..... After finding a letterhead and printing the damn letter 4 her, luilui2.2 n I went to 1 u. Walked 2 the bus stop near Xavier's church. When we juz arrived there, the freakin bus left. THE FREAAAKIN BUS LEFT!!!!!! stupid metro. Lukily, we stil got our all reliable rapid KL XD. Got on one n asked wether it was goin 2 1u. The damn driver said yes n we hopped on. Took us 20 mins 2 reach there. Luilui2.2 so scared we got on the wrong bus.....@.@ but in the end made it..... went 2 eat some thai food coz was seriuosly damn hungry. din eat breakfast....

After eating went 2 c "Quantum of Solace", well...... this show was nice =] i mean real nice... the conspiracy, the plot, the action, ya'noe the usual bond stuff..... SURPRISINGLY. I was the only one hu understood de show.. =.=" Daniel Craig IS JUST SO COOL!!!! hahahahhaha... brains, brawn, looks, money.... haih.....make me think how minor i am. Well... Who cares. XD


During the show, got a snap of this........

I know... Any guy with the "right" mind would know what this couple is doin....

If u think this was caused by them.... U got it all wrong. Turns out the girl was having a phone call..... = .=". N this stain was there from the start..... What-a-coincident- XD

Anf here's the page of the day...... XD

Poems of an anti-poet

Love of my life

On a lonely day at home, lookin out from my room. When i think of you, it makes the flowers in my heart bloom.

Out of the window, the gloomy rain falls,

but i know its not gloomy coz the tot of u juz makes me 4get them all

This might b a bit fake but i noe dat its true. That i love you.

And no one can stop me from doin it too.

Another day passes by, another day which i love u even more.

U nvr noe wat surprises i have in store.

4 U the love of my life,

the only one i wanna make my wife.

Those 3 words, i have used too frequently

So now... i juz wanna say :"Let me be with you 4eternity

For you are the only one that can make me grin,
My one and only ******

Daughter of the sun

On the baby cott she lays,
The wind blows and it sways.

In it lies a cute baby girl,

With hair of unending curls.

Eyes big, round and bright,

Just like the early mornin sunlight.

Skin as soft as silk,

Hm... Must have been that cup of soy milk. XD

The baby closed her eyes and feel asleep,

I patted her head and kissed her red cheeks.

I tucked her into her blanket, knowing that someday,

She will grow into a beautiful woman, my daughter **** ***

Excuse me?!

Haih.... Its been a while since I've even started 2 blog. Everytime I open other ppl's blog theirs just seem so amazing than mine that i tend 2 juz give up on blogging. lol..... haih... damn tired of living now. Luilui 2 might be having a BF now. Luilui 1 & 3 doesnt wanna bother me lately. LIFE just moves on in a predictable way..... haih

Sry 2 all who have been waiting 4 me 2 update posts. Im rily not in the mood... if emo has a ranking up 2 5 stars. im already at the 4th star..... Screw that. No.. Just screw the world. U noe nth gud juz happen lately. Purata is damn low but frens think im God =.=" Take another look... IT ACTUALI DROPPED AROUND 6 MARKS!!!! im no god . I juz pay attention in class.......

Anyway.... i hate the current me... i want power.. i want it all... the power to make things fear me. I dun care if it corrodes away my conscience. Conscience has no use to me anyway. Its been a while since i cooked though. Okay that was random. LOL.

Well.... Past few days juz been emo... so tot of rounding up more luilui's. lol..... I noe wat u guys out there r thinkin. "This bastard." Well i dun care, i made up my mind long ago to not care bout how ppl think bout me anymore......there's around 3 additions...lol... n I love them so much... (As in fatherly love, dun go screwing n get the wrong idea)

Y'day i teman one of them back home coz i noticed she lived near my primary school, which in turn is also near my hse..... We talked.. she actuali claimed that she wanna be my mom than a daughther at first unless i would tell her who the rest were.... I...I... i couldnt tell her coz its stil incomplete.LOL. but in the end told her some..... quite happy while sitting the bus wif her y'day....if oni luilui1 had the same reactions 2 me.....haih..

Anyway....b4 dat was stil at library doin stuff. Luilui 2 was like askin me:"ba.. emo arh?" I was like thinkin my heart:"Excuse me?!"... How in the world would she noe how im feeling. My world is breakin apart now n she asks me dat..... well... better than nth XD.

My liver has been acting up a lot these days...... its like miners are working in there. Blowing up my internal organs. Damn.... Y cant i juz die yet.... stupid will 2 live. haih..... Been 2 many places 2 take some scoops lately... N a few weird stuff happened=.=" for example this...

Some random emo pics from church

Not only that, my freakin bro has been freakin sleepin on my bed lately while i wasnt at home



Observe the art he displays. The PS2 controller, the bedsheet all raffled up and last but not least he freakin broke my bed support thingy. You know.. the wood thingy down there yeah..... that's it

Next up, we have a few shots of an insect which fell in my bathroom

DIE!!!!

NO!!!! dun drop in yet..... NO!!!!

No one is good

The world.... is filled with miscreants.
Everyone lies... i too admit, i lie... all of us lie in order 2 live. But the funny thing is dat we all hu lie rily rily wish to noe the truth. its so ironic.

Sometims i wonder - y shud we all be like this. Y cant we juz live peacefully without lying 2 each other, but now i truly noe dat nothing good will come even if tell the truth. U all will juz use lies 2 cover up evrything again... so wats the point in telling the truth. I'd rather lie with evryone else. I'm not the one hu is wrong here, the world is.

'Juz bcoz evry1 is doin it. Doesn't mean its right' dats wat my pastor alwiz reminded me. Well my answer is 'so wat'. I noe its wrong but it doesnt mean i cant do it... If the world is divided among the good n the evil. I'd rather b the evil one, slick n arrogant than the good, naive n dumb. My dream - escape death. Hu says u cant play God. He doesnt even look at you. How can he control u?

So many ppl juz come n go in my life. I dont even care anymore. Y do work so hard even if i noe kindness will never be repayed? So now... I decided. No more crying over them. No more treating them good. No more Mr. Nice Guy. I will wear my mask once again. But this time i wont take it off. I'll do my best... My trademark fake smile never failed me.

I will do wat ever it take 2 climb 2 the top. Even if it means to stoop down n licking ur shoes. For one day, i will be up there resting my feet upon ur back.

Call me watever u want..... this is wat u truly feel bout myself. So sue me, hate me, u r not the only one hu orady does. I've made countless enemies. But for my future, i will try 2 chnge those enemies 2 comrades, or wat i refer 2 as tools....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (note: this is an evil laugh, not a laugh of those hu r humoured over a joke or sumtin)

Everlasting love? I just wanted to be a better man for you

Wrote this song out of boredom, i noe it sux.... I called it 'guess u found a better man'

Verse#1:

It's been a month, since dat day,

U rejected me and walked away,

tot i could give up on her and just look 2 u.

but u turned me down,

juz like her,

i knew it was too soon,

6 years of loving her, i tot i can do this 2 u too.

but my heart is wavering, n i noe this just wont do

i no longer know, wat shud i do

shud i stick 2 u or juz go on

i guess it's not only up 2 you

Chorus:

It hurts,

C'in u by my side, yet u dont feel the same as i do

It hurts,

Noe'in the truth that u don't like me the way i like u

It hurts,

that i can't let go of u

i tot we had sumtin special

but i guess u noe, a real real better man....

Verse#2:

Do u thnk im wasting my time,

alwiz disturbin u,

but i noe deep down that i stil love u

u might c me wif some other girls

but it juz aint true

coz im basically askin more bout u

there ain't no more uncertainty

n u can no longer stop me,

coz i rily refuse 2 give up just like dat

cant stand this loneliness

cant stop this feelin

Chorus:
It hurts,
C'in u by my side, yet u dont feel the same as i do
It hurts,
Noe'in the truth that u don't like me the way i like u
It hurts,
that i can't let go of u
i tot we had sumtin special
but i guess u noe, a real real better man...

a real real better man...

Bridge:

gave up,

found 1,

reject,

turned around.

turned down,

walk around,

gave in2 dis feelin now

gave up,
found 1,
reject,
turned around.
turned down,
walk around,
gave in2 dis feelin now~~

Chorus:

It hurts,

C'in u by my side, yet u dont feel the same as i do

It hurts,

Noe'in the truth that u don't like me the way i like u

It hurts,

that i can't let go of u

tot we had sumtin special

but i guess u noe, a real real better man

i guess u noe, a real real better man...

©Copyright by misopsychia

Got into 'KaiBao'isme

Haih... stil havnt got in2 dis blogging stuff. but at least i'll try... anyway. 2day was damn freakin tiring day.. 2 teachers got pissed off at our class. One lectured us and we listen and continued studyin n blah blah blah... The other juz couldn't stand us n keep threathenin us by saying:" I'll do it. I'll fill in in the blue card!!!" Most of the us basically wouldnt bother bout it since our reputation went down the drain.

But if i were our teachers, i would haf freakin killed myself. Even i can't stand my class. It's damn different from the previous classes i've been b4. Their active... but in a negative sorta way. but at least i haf a few frenz.


Friend#1 Tje Khei:
1st guy i'd tried 2 understand in my class coz he sits next 2 me. I seriously dno how his name is rily pronounced, i dun call his name often anyway. Even if i do i'll juz call him JK. He's annoying. FREAKIN ANNOYING!!!! but i've faced worse. I noe howta deal wif this kinda person. He's not ur average guy wif bad grades. HE'S UR AVERAGE GUY HU NOES HOWTA PLAY ELEC!!! Well.... he keeps insulting me dat my voice stinks n ask me 2 major in bass guitar than b'in a vocalist. haih.... I thnk i sang pretty well on last saturday's audition (our band din get the part, not surprised). But i thnk dat god put him in2 my life 2 make it more exciting. Well... NEWS FLASH GOD!! I DUN WAN THIS!! but since he's in my life now, i juz gotta cope wif him.


Friend#2 Kien Ping:
This guy is sum1 i wish i never knew. One word. IRRITATING!!!! At 1st he juz cums n harasses me n says dat im 'pro' or some sort. I'M NOT DAT CLEVER!!!! STOP COMING NEAR ME!!! y cant he go 2 nicholas(our class no.1) or sumtin. hm.... mayb he is gay or sumtin. lol. juz kiddin. Anyway. i thnk he thnks of me as a rival. He wants 2 surpass me. I noe how its feel. I used 2 be that kinda guy 2. but i learned that it will oni make my frens get annoyed over me. So.... i kept quiet n dat brings us 2 the me i am 2day. Quiet & Calm. A figure i'm trying 2 b. It's a gud thing he found sum1 else 2 harass - Friend#5


Friend#3 Weng Ken:
He's cool. Has a birth mark on the bridge of his nose. Hmm... Dun rily noe him. But we haf sumthin in common - WE BOTH LIKE CODE GEASS. NOTE: code geass is one of the best anime i've ever witnessed. IT'S A MUST SEE ANIME. He reads.... Novels!!!! OMG. I hate reading. Dno y. Juz hate books wif no pics. Makes me wanna pengsan lar. He's amazing. He looks like a guy wif no life. N guess wat.. ITS TRUE!!!! sry Weng Ken. But juz gotta tell de truth. I rily am sry. But i treat u like my anime buddy orady. BUDDY!! (its very rare 2 get an anime buddy lately, so... thx)

Code Geass [From left: Kallen, Suzaku, C.C., Lelouch]

Friend#4 RAYMOND!!!!!:
U r cool. Seriously.... I can't blief u got a girl so easily.. its like u got a genie goin:" hey, i can make dat girl in ur tuition like u." N then u might go:" prove it". Then, the genie wass so pissed, he went *poof*. N the Next thing u noe, this girl from ur tuition center cums 2 u n say:" RAYMOND!! I LIKE U!!!


HAHAHA!! jokin jokin. But seriouly u r cool. U draw. U DRAW!!!! n it rox....... hate it when ppl rock more than me..haha. thx 4 workin wif me on my story even though i havnt got the time 2 thnk bout the story line yet. i promise u. when i haf the time, i will cum up wif an amazing story line 4 u. Seriously.


Wat's more bout ray, u ask? Well... HE'S MY JESTER aka class clown. We started tokin coz he introduced me to russell peters. i tell ya. u wont regret c'in it. i couldnt stop laughin. we even tried imitating him. Anyway.. u light my life. tq too.... Here's the link 2 russell

http://youtube.com/watch?v=24Ryj1ywoqw

....

After skul, i went 4 duty wif the usual gang.... they r the oni ones that makes me feel like my existence is worthwhile.. anyway... after eatin lunch at 'yi poh guy fan', we went 2 buy sum stuff at 7-11. N a bastard from QM[i noe him] came up 2 me n said:" Hey. GENE. got chnge 4 RM5."well... I had some so i gave it 2 him. he chnge 1 RM5 wif my 5 RM1. After that, i went n payed 4 the pringles i wanted. RM5.20. Took 20 cents n slipped it in the RM5 i juz recieved n gave it 2 the cashier.

The cashier said the most retarded thing i've ever heard:"OOOOHHHHH!!! NNNOOOOO!!! Pandai lar. Budak tadi itu. Tukar wang dengan u. Eh! Awak tak boleh bayar dengan RM5 yang koyak ini lar. I was like:"wtf, ive just been conned". Well... me n the other lps's went 2 chnge the money at CIMB

After that, we went duty... After duty was when the fun began. I broke my vow 2 nvr do dis 2 any1 but ... i couldnt help myself...watch it lar.

18SX [Sorry, Jia Jie]

And my cookin last few days ago. vegetables n fried chicken

Before

During

After

VEGIES!!!!