Saturday, November 21, 2009

E for emo.

I'm so tired. Alwiz waiting for things that nvr come. Having false Hope. So naive.... and when the time comes i get crushed yet i keep finding myself new hope. How gullable. Time and Time again. I find Khalifah. But i dno why... they couldnt be a permanent Nabi for me. As i close for 2day, i decided single til 25. or may older

Friday, November 20, 2009

When the going gets tough.

Memory erasure at 78%. Not for long i will be free from this cursed place and into another society in which will be better or worse. I had longed for this but ..... Discontentment. Why am i feeling this right now. Screw IT

SPM

I wonder how many more things am i gonna screw up in the coming days. Studying was my only forte so far but i guess i'm good for nothing after all. The world seems so lonely lately. The world seems go dull. Black & White is what i see thru my eyes. Once a colorful Mosaic in front of you. Now.... The feeling of disgust lingers. I await for a new......

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Seriously?

LOL..... I hate emo but emo loves me. i hate loneliness but loneliness loves me. I pray for greed to be satisfied and yet i nvr get anything. I hate myself. =D Do you hate me too? Can you join me in this nvr ending hatred? I hate you. hate me pls.


Saturday, November 7, 2009

Friday, November 6, 2009

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Shoud i?

Hmmmm..... She says i should, He says i could, but they say wait for time to show its fruit. Can I wait? Can she wait? Am i play? Is she play? 0.0 at any rate, nothing can be done right now but study. == A+ seems like an unreachable place..... nights

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Birth by Sleep

Wounds cannot be healed if you get lost in the darkness,
No matter what, we are unable to join our hands like before.
I am counting the days of my birth.
Recording, Writing, Remembering every detail.
I didn't wanna forget those happy moments with you.
But with you, the story just ends like that.
I want a sequel.