Irreplacable

Royale flush. How wish the 5 of us could sit down and eat at one table wif laughters once again. And yet.... We cannot anymore. The End. The static fullstop that wouldn't change. So i changed. Or that's what i've been told. Mayb i have. I dno anymore. But if i rily did. I dun regret. This is just a part of my life. Been thru so many, so i cant walk back now. I climbed over so many things to get up here. Just to c the scenary. But soon.... I found out about the lives i destroyed. I laughed. It's a curse. A curse from the so-called God. I..... can oni destroy. So i stand as of now. Right here. To continue. This feeble yet hopeful life. New start? No.... just continuing on. With a mindset that what's done is done. nth can be helped about it. Will thank The Ng's. I'm sorry that i wasnt myself. I promise.......... i will rise from the dark once more. But this time stronger than the current me. Not to be offended by some hairy dude. I've discarded frenz. Go on. mock me..... I dun care what ppl think about me. I oni think about the future now. It's the last ounce of kindness. Goodnight. Enjoy the endless illusion i gave you.

Irresponsible

Lost everything. Everything i ever treasured. Nvr gonna do anything bout this again. The next time.... There will be no next time

It's Over

Just when u think life can't pull u dowan any longer, it just did. Why do these things just keep on coming. No matter how i try, you wouldnt understand. Why would u think i dislike the current relationship we are having. I love you. But....... I guess u dun anyway. So funny. I knew i suck at evrything. When i met you. I told myself i cant screw this up too. But then..... U juz slipped thru the my life like water thru paper. No matter how hardly u grasp onto the things u hold dear, they alwiz slip thru the gaps between your fingers. Its over...

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh they ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet because

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause baby it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

Is This Karma?

Time flew so fast, and so did you
not long before we could juz smile
but now none of those were true.
And so i gazed up upon the blue.
Screamed and shouted a big "F*** YOU" =p

True Tears

The wish that I saved won’t come true,
so I start to walk while singing.

To the feelings left behind,
the cold rain continued to fall on them.

“I want to forget”, “I don’t want to forget”
I waver as I purposely ask
my depressed heart about you.
I’m tellin’ a lie.

For that reason, there’s no “us”.
even though we treasured it.
I want to ask…
If we talked about anything right now,
will this change?

Since I believe you’re tired of hearing excuses,
let’s make a new promise abut anything.

Even if I were to whisper to your leaving figure,
it won’t reach you.

“Will you teach me?” “You won’t teach me…”
My silky hair waves in the wind.
However, my secret is that someday into you
I’ll preset my love.

However, this love won’t disappear from my heart,
you regrettably left it here.
However…
it’s big enough to break me,
so I’ll rather not have
this unmeasurable pain.

However, this love won’t disappear from my heart,
you regrettably left it here.
However…
it became so big and scary
that my heart throbs.
For that reason, there’s no “us”.
even though we treasured it.
I want to ask…
If we talked about anything right now,
will this change?

Insignificant post. Don't bother

Reply:

I wish you would really be a nobody in my life. Every time I just walk by and ignore your existence. It really felt like: "should i do this?" or "what does she think?" or i might even have "gives u hell" by American Rejects ringing in my head. You know what? I dun care what u think anymore. I think that... well..... Its NOT wrong being selfish once in a life time. And here i am. =] living peacefully.... (except for that incident which caused havoc in my chatbox). What I'm trying to say is.... You are hereby disbanded from the daughters thing. U.... Are free. I've just blocked you. And deleted ur contact after that msg. And now its settled. You are now nothing to me. X]

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(NOTE: NON-RELATED TO THE CHAT BOX THING / PREVIOUS POST)