People don't understand me

WOW.... last few days has been a blast. Well... lets start on friday(14/11/08).

Friday XD

Gathering with primary school frens. Reluctant at 1st but haih... The host seems 2 b one of my frenz who juz moved to BK. damn ying lar his hse. too bad no camera. Wanted 2 take more pics de..... haih.. but oni got hp punya camera. Graphics are lame but better than nth lor. haih... turns out that my fren hasn't plan anythin 4 the gathering but he juz ask us 2 come 2 his hse to teman him eat n play guitar...=.="

The only three who played that night

His mom is gonna freak out at this

Check it out... the one in red... ze khan..唯一

晴天(LOL)

情非得已 by ler...

Now.... wat we all have been waiting 4 YAN JANG!!!!!!

晴天 (better version.....XD)

In the end, chang meng was bored til he slept
Of course lar, juz listen they all play....=.=

Saturday =]

Next day wanted 2 go skul but... haih... when reach there... nothing... no one... only a few probays..... ZZZZZZZZZZZ.... *uck that... went to sunway 2 visit chan wai wif luilui4 but..... HE DOIN WEAR THE BEAR COSTUME!!!! =.=" suan liao... haih...stil wonderin whether any of them remembered my birthday which was supposed 2 be on tmr. But then jialingwas there. She ask me the most absurd thing i ever heard.

"Eugeeeeneeeee--- Can help out in the shop tmr anot??? Pwease.!!!!"

I was like. "WTH" haih... nvrm lar.. juz help out lor. =.= me and my dumb*ss ideas. Well... this would be how i would look like when wore it.

The Shop =]

Sunday =.=

Okay-- Well I guessed NO ONE freakin remembered my birthday. Haih... I ponteng church. (Sorry God, forgive me). Went 2 sunway with a heavy heart. Even MY FREAKIN PARENTS FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! HAIH.... its ok... i decided not 2 celebrate it this year anyway. Well... the 1st thing I did when i reached the shop was to tell jialing. "Ya'noe, there's actuali 3 reasons to y i can't work 2day. 1st of all.... i skipped church, 2nd my parents dno where i am right now and third.... 2day's my birthday....."

They din give much of a reaction...... =.=" Haih... fine.... no one rily remembers it anyway. LALALA~~ so.... me n serena went walkin around sunw ay in dat ridiculous outfit. While i was in that costume, I noticed somethings:
1. Mascots are ridiculous
2. It's HOT in the suit!!!!
3. Sunway is very big...=.=
4. Kids are very scary....

Well.... its a good thing i dun have to work straight down for 7 hours. I get to work and rest for a half an hour interval. =] Miss Lim, the supervisor there seems scary... but she's actuali kinda nice. I thought I'm juz gotta celebrate my birthday like this but then..... JIALING!!!!! =] THX FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY WIF ME!!! rily...=] she bought a nice cake... rily unforgetable *hugs* ^^ I'm gonna do all ur tags now....=]

The cake.....=] Sry jialing... din take the pic wif ur face...=.=

Hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

y'day was quite a *ucked up day.... stupid family wif stupid problems, quarrelling over stupid things. Its so *ucked up. I hate them. 15 years... 15 freaking years. They have never change. I will never 4give them. They just have nothing else 2 do in the world. All i could do was cry...... but i know now that i couldn't cry anymore. Im a freakin boy. (Big sexist...lol)..... I hate people who thinks they can abuse people's sympathy. It's like they are imitating some protagonist from those Hong Kong dramas. Well.... grandma.. newsflash... u dun look anythin like 李司棋 from 家好月圆. So.... yeah screw u.

Haih.... Been thru many ups and downs lately. Its like the ekonomi of the world influences my mood....=.,=" But enuf bout me. I made one of the most stupidest decision in my life just now. Me and luilui 2.2 were bout 2 go home on the same bus. But nooooooooo..... i had 2 make the dumbest decision 2 WALK to mid valley since buses juz din stop and drove past us. I'm sry luilui..... i kept saying that on our way 2 mid... she could have a least scolded me... but she din... n dat makes feel me even guilty. haih..... Right here. I juz wanna say that :" I'm sorry luilui....daddy made one of the dumbest decision i could. Forgive daddy....}-;"

Okay....... next up we have a tag... my 1st one. (YAY!!! XD)

Tagged by jialing.....=]

Rules :
- Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 5 people .

January:

Stubborn and hard-hearted . Ambitious and serious . Loves to teach and be taught . Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses . Likes to criticize . Hardworking and productive . Smart , neat and organized . Sensitive and has deep thoughts . Knows how to make others happy . Quiet unless excited or tensed . Rather reserved . Highly attentive . Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds . Romantic but has difficulties expressing love . Loves children . Loyal . Has great social abilities yet easily jealous . Very stubborn and money cautious .

February:

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.



March:

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.




April:

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.




June:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk active. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.




July:

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.





August:

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.




September:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.




October:

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.





NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.




I'll tag......
Stephanie loo
Raymond lai
Nen Lin
Louise Tan
Rachel Gan

OH MY GOD!!!! Wat the hell is that?

LOL..... Ok I'll start the story. y'day, a few friends asked me out. 4th time this year..... dun rily like outing. More of an indoor person..... dun ask me y. i juz happen 2 b that way. anyway, i was at skul in the mornin to open the library door juz 4 the form 5's coz they are having their SPM. me n luilui 2.2 were in the library. We were watchin 'the star' newspaper and i was like......LOL.. They got a section of sum whacko stuff that day.... only managed 2 take a pic of one though. Plus the article of kempen turn harga; stupid government with stupid campaigns.

KANNA HERE I COOOOOMMMEE!!!!! XD

What kind of a dumb*ss would do this...=.="
This goes to show that Malaysia's "creative drivers" are increasing day by day.

At around 12 pm, i wanted 2 leave already but dat "lady" juz had 2 make me stay. Made me type out some dumb*ss letter. Frenz keep miss calling me while i was typing it.

To my frenz dat day:" Ya'noe... ITS FREAKIN HARD TO TYPE WHILE UR PHONE IS VIBRATING VIRGROUSLY IN YOUR LEFT POCKET WHILE A TEACHER IS BEHIND U!!!!!

Turns out that dat stupid letter was a letter of approval for dat lady 2 buy new com's 4 the library (finally)..... After finding a letterhead and printing the damn letter 4 her, luilui2.2 n I went to 1 u. Walked 2 the bus stop near Xavier's church. When we juz arrived there, the freakin bus left. THE FREAAAKIN BUS LEFT!!!!!! stupid metro. Lukily, we stil got our all reliable rapid KL XD. Got on one n asked wether it was goin 2 1u. The damn driver said yes n we hopped on. Took us 20 mins 2 reach there. Luilui2.2 so scared we got on the wrong bus.....@.@ but in the end made it..... went 2 eat some thai food coz was seriuosly damn hungry. din eat breakfast....

After eating went 2 c "Quantum of Solace", well...... this show was nice =] i mean real nice... the conspiracy, the plot, the action, ya'noe the usual bond stuff..... SURPRISINGLY. I was the only one hu understood de show.. =.=" Daniel Craig IS JUST SO COOL!!!! hahahahhaha... brains, brawn, looks, money.... haih.....make me think how minor i am. Well... Who cares. XD


During the show, got a snap of this........

I know... Any guy with the "right" mind would know what this couple is doin....

If u think this was caused by them.... U got it all wrong. Turns out the girl was having a phone call..... = .=". N this stain was there from the start..... What-a-coincident- XD

Anf here's the page of the day...... XD

Poems of an anti-poet

Love of my life

On a lonely day at home, lookin out from my room. When i think of you, it makes the flowers in my heart bloom.

Out of the window, the gloomy rain falls,

but i know its not gloomy coz the tot of u juz makes me 4get them all

This might b a bit fake but i noe dat its true. That i love you.

And no one can stop me from doin it too.

Another day passes by, another day which i love u even more.

U nvr noe wat surprises i have in store.

4 U the love of my life,

the only one i wanna make my wife.

Those 3 words, i have used too frequently

So now... i juz wanna say :"Let me be with you 4eternity

For you are the only one that can make me grin,
My one and only ******

Daughter of the sun

On the baby cott she lays,
The wind blows and it sways.

In it lies a cute baby girl,

With hair of unending curls.

Eyes big, round and bright,

Just like the early mornin sunlight.

Skin as soft as silk,

Hm... Must have been that cup of soy milk. XD

The baby closed her eyes and feel asleep,

I patted her head and kissed her red cheeks.

I tucked her into her blanket, knowing that someday,

She will grow into a beautiful woman, my daughter **** ***

Excuse me?!

Haih.... Its been a while since I've even started 2 blog. Everytime I open other ppl's blog theirs just seem so amazing than mine that i tend 2 juz give up on blogging. lol..... haih... damn tired of living now. Luilui 2 might be having a BF now. Luilui 1 & 3 doesnt wanna bother me lately. LIFE just moves on in a predictable way..... haih

Sry 2 all who have been waiting 4 me 2 update posts. Im rily not in the mood... if emo has a ranking up 2 5 stars. im already at the 4th star..... Screw that. No.. Just screw the world. U noe nth gud juz happen lately. Purata is damn low but frens think im God =.=" Take another look... IT ACTUALI DROPPED AROUND 6 MARKS!!!! im no god . I juz pay attention in class.......

Anyway.... i hate the current me... i want power.. i want it all... the power to make things fear me. I dun care if it corrodes away my conscience. Conscience has no use to me anyway. Its been a while since i cooked though. Okay that was random. LOL.

Well.... Past few days juz been emo... so tot of rounding up more luilui's. lol..... I noe wat u guys out there r thinkin. "This bastard." Well i dun care, i made up my mind long ago to not care bout how ppl think bout me anymore......there's around 3 additions...lol... n I love them so much... (As in fatherly love, dun go screwing n get the wrong idea)

Y'day i teman one of them back home coz i noticed she lived near my primary school, which in turn is also near my hse..... We talked.. she actuali claimed that she wanna be my mom than a daughther at first unless i would tell her who the rest were.... I...I... i couldnt tell her coz its stil incomplete.LOL. but in the end told her some..... quite happy while sitting the bus wif her y'day....if oni luilui1 had the same reactions 2 me.....haih..

Anyway....b4 dat was stil at library doin stuff. Luilui 2 was like askin me:"ba.. emo arh?" I was like thinkin my heart:"Excuse me?!"... How in the world would she noe how im feeling. My world is breakin apart now n she asks me dat..... well... better than nth XD.

My liver has been acting up a lot these days...... its like miners are working in there. Blowing up my internal organs. Damn.... Y cant i juz die yet.... stupid will 2 live. haih..... Been 2 many places 2 take some scoops lately... N a few weird stuff happened=.=" for example this...

Some random emo pics from church

Not only that, my freakin bro has been freakin sleepin on my bed lately while i wasnt at home



Observe the art he displays. The PS2 controller, the bedsheet all raffled up and last but not least he freakin broke my bed support thingy. You know.. the wood thingy down there yeah..... that's it

Next up, we have a few shots of an insect which fell in my bathroom

DIE!!!!

NO!!!! dun drop in yet..... NO!!!!