Secara Konklusinya

What should i feel now? Relieved? Sad? Pissed? The real answer is . nothing. Let the flow of time reveal the secrets of the future. Everything is determined. There is no point. All i can say is. Congrats. I knew it from the start. Who would love a beast like me? You two were made for each other. I was just another obstacle in your journey of life. I will walk a separate path from you now. Away from you. Stop it already. The more you insult me. The more you hurt me. I get it now. You hate me. So.... Leave me alone to sulk about it. This is the last time you'll ever c me....

Crawl "n" Ice Box

Crawl by Chris Brown

Everybody sees it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you havn't said it too

So where do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where can love take us now
And we've been so far down
We can still touch the sky

If we crawl
'till we can walk again
And we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
And we'll fly
Until there is no end

So let's crawl...crawl....crawl. Back to love

Yeah
Back to love
Yeah

Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
Always felt the need for space
And now I can't reach your face

So where are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my voice
Love can't you see my hand
Lend me one more chance
We can still have it all

Everybody sees it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view


Ice Box by Omarion

Fussin' an? fightin', we back at it again
I know that it's my fault but you don't understand
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothin' like the girl I used to know

Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my friends
I should try to decide, wanna let you in
That means memories and it's crazy
You ain't nothin' like the girl I used to know

Girl, I really wanna work this out 'cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said, I really wanna work this out, yo girl, I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse

But I got this ice box where my heart used to be. I'm so cold

Why can't I get it right? Just can't let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I won't feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothin' like the girl I used to know

Don't mean to take it out on you, baby, but I can't help it
'Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

I don't wanna be stuck up in this cold, cold world
Don't wanna mess this up, better keep your eye on me, girl

In the end it was you

Why did you have to reply? It was around this time. We met. We started something. Our link began. Strangers to each other. But we now know that was then. This is now. There's no use looking back. My heart was torn apart.

6:32pm xxxxxxxx ﺕ
hm?i dont rmbr . :/

Happy CNY
bye

Those words were short and it rily hurt. It's now 1am and i am trying to forget about you. I cant slp. I dont think i will. I cant eat. The taste is all gone. I dun like it when i open my eyes coz you might be thinking of someone else already. But i know one thing for sure. We could never go back to that moment anymore.

We Met Again

You vanished before my very eyes. Leaving nothing but despair. I love you. I cried. U replied me after so long. I feel so tired. So heavy. Should i continue carrying? I dno. The wings of hatred is cleansed in your presence. I love you. The way we 1st held each other was in my mind. How much u changed. but i know i havnt. Nothing's gonna change my love for you. One thing you can be sure of, I nvr asked for more than your love. mayb my expectations of you were to high. Im sorry. I love you. its my fault but i rily ..... never did let go of you

Came Back

Sad. The only thing that came into my mind as I reached home. I din say another word. I din care. I drank. I never tot that NS was better. I hate this feeling. Will all be okay tmr? I..... hate... I scream. I gave away. Can someone shoot me now? I wanna go back NS. But moreover i wanna go back skul and clear things up.

Let the grief in your heart spread like a flower. Sadness
shall fall like thunder