I dont feel like doing anything. I feel like im going all these hardships for nothing.
To you people who think what i've been going thru is just another simple and small matter.
But..... try getting yourself hurt over and over again. Having your love ones leave you.
Not just one. But mostly all.... over and over again. It really hurts. and it accumulates to be a ball of HATRED.
How could one be so heartless? It's so amusing that i alwiz fall for girls like you. but now what i see is this...

I could even save the one i loved the most. I let her die right in front of me