Saturday, May 8, 2010

DotA

When i was free, i would sleep and study. Now I'm free, i would dotA, snooker, drink beer, work out. I heard about an old fren y'day. i guess i would nvr surpass him in any terms. its alright.. I'm happy the way I am. The tide has resided already. I dont wanna think anymore about it. 2day's sports day.... and i have class later. but mayb its for the best. I dowan look at her in rumah shirt. it rily turned me on. == haih.. accounting.... A road i choose and swore to nvr regret. and he. not studyin. the other he in a foreign land striving to be more successful. i feel minor but happy... or is this just the calm b4 the storm. right as of now i can do nothing but relax in studies and dota. XD thank you yiwei, yuanbin, linfoong and ben

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Bus Stop

I never tot that i'd walk that orange brick road ever again. It was so nostalgic. I'd rmbr the 1st time i walked upon it was.. with you. Now... look at us. Disgusted with each other. I'm left alone, you have someone you truly desire. I have the broken, you are healed whole. I feed on hatred. You'd live every single day of your life happy. I .... wanna cry. On the other hand, I'm slowly healed by ppl that stil not know that bad part about me. Mayb this hope is what i've been waiting for. but the fear of trusting ppl is alwiz present within me. Should i go? or should i stay? I just wanna walk upon that orange brick road once again

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Pain

maybe i'd wanted to be there for you. but i couldnt... I cant. i cant forget that pain of losing. again and again. it's excruciating pain.... u oso felt that too. you moved on. but i couldnt. she was evrything to me. unlike me, you have frenz and a family that loves you more than anythin. But me.... i like a guy on a debt that can never be repaid. But at least u have someone for you la.... although. i dno whether he can do the job right... or to be exact.. i dno whether you allowed the relationship to continue considering her situation. but i know one thing..... i ... actually cared for you.. you may notice it .. you may not... but one things for sure.. i had feelings.. but just that.... im not in the mood for this drama. Finally things quiet down. I hate it but i need it... time to chill...... I'm sorry. I admit. I had feelings for you. Goodbye..... Goodluck and sorry. nights

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Birthday analysis

My results: Passionate, Stubborn & Resourceful

Beneath a controlled, cool exterior beats your heart.
Passionate, penetrating, and determined, you will probe until you reach the truth.
You may not speak volumes or show emotions readily
Yet rest assured there's an enormous amount of activity happening beneath the surface.
An excellent leader, you’re always aware.
When it comes to resourcefulness, you come out ahead.

Favorable Colors: Dark Reds, black
Key Body Part: Reproductive
Lucky Gem: Opal
Strengths: Passionate, stubborn, resourceful, brave, a true friend.
Weaknesses: Jealous, distrusting, secretive, violent, caustic.
Charismatic marks: An intense look in the eyes, muscular.
Likes: Truth, facts, being right, teasing, longtime friends, a grand passion, a worthy adversary.
Dislikes: Dishonesty, passive people, revealing secrets.
Best environment: Dark, sensuous places, any situation that offers power or rouses strong feelings.

Friday, April 2, 2010

i love u

Asura Cryin' is very disappointing. Season 1 is not dramatic enuf. Season 2 is far right lame. not the type of drama i'm into. evrythin is happening so fast... Cramming everything into 13 episodes is a bit overboard. Enough of pretending to be happy.

You look very cute. I'm dead serious. I alwiz tot so. And i never changed mine towards you. You're an angel that stop momentarily into my hands. A love that wouldnt stay. mayb.. we started off to early. I rily loved you. I wish we would go back to square one. I .......love you