Heaven / Hell

For does who noe dat i ended this blog, this is juz a place where i put things i cannot in my PM. A place where i put short quotes. My quotes. Or jus some lame poems i can think of. So its boring. Secara konklusinya, dun come to this blog again. Or prepared to be emo and bored.


When i couldn't play two piano's at once, i broke them both.
Stupid drugs. Just made me wanna take dose after dose.
Only after i lost both, only that i see.
That til now i couldnt choose, they are both dear to me.

So now i bid them farewell, for i broke them both,
They are the drugs alright. Dose after dose.



I stil c ur blog. Dno whether u stil c mine too. i noe its hard. but think of the bright side. He's better. and i'm juz a sohai. my presence will oni make u more agitated. but my absence will make evrything better. So.....Lets turn back the pendulum. and break the chain of memories that link us together.

The End

Its been fun blogging. When u started it dat is.... okay... and so the orchestra has ended, the band dismantled, the last piece of the puzzle has been placed.

THE END!!! (;

Neither dawn nor dusk, I walk the way of the Twilight.

i shall officially let my blog rot....... i cant freaking get used to form5. I'm serious man. go ahead and laugh but dats a fact lar man..... i seriously stressed out here. The teachers are like wanting us to feel stresed. Gah... ESPECIALLY lim yoke keng aka KENG JIE. LOL i dowan to tok more bout my life. Too many ups and downs. And now i'm gonna let myself drown in the pain i created for myself... i hate this feeling. get out of my F***ing mind.... LOVE IS ALWAYS A LIE. dats y i'll never fall in love again =] but this feeling URGH!!!! note to self: "without you" by hinder is the new "so what"

okay end story.

NOTE: THIS POST IS JUST CRAP, CRAP AND MORE CRAP. i just want people who view this blog to know. I'M NOT GONNA BLOG UNTIL I HAVE FAITH DAT I CAN SCORE IN SPM =]

EXTRA NOTE: ITS 8.30PM. I only got 3 pages of my chemistry folio done. Hahahah XP the below is my marks for the 1st term. I'll getting 2nd in class. AGAIN.

BM: <-----
BC: <---- I havnt get. but i noe i wont score =.=
BI: <-----
SJ: 58
PM: 66
FZ: 64
KM: 77
AK: 93
AM: 79
MM: 95
X]

All the tags bundled up in one post again....=.=

1. Louise Tan
2. Nen Lin
3. Huey Wen
4. Stephanie Loo
5. Ru Jun
6. Justin Choong
7. Wei Ling
8. Raymond Lai
9. Hui Teng
10. Jia ler

1st:
Instructions:
Fill 10 spots with the people you wanna tag. If you ran out of people use characters from movies, books or made-up ones to fill the spots.

1) 4(Stephanie) invites 3(Huey Wen) and 8 (Ray) to dinner at their house. What happens?
=.=lol. if Steph invites Huey Wen its normal. but Ray???!!! =.=

2) 9 (Hui Teng) tries to get 5 (Ru Jun) into a strip club.
=.= byk lame lar.... like dat will happen...

3) You need to stay in a friend's house for a night. Who will you choose, 1 (Louise)or 6 (Justin)?
Both also can. =D

4) 2 (Nen Lin)and 7 (Wei Ling)are making out, 10 (Jia Ler)walks in. What happens?
He'll be super high gay and hide in corner to watch.....XD

5) 3 (Huey Wen) fall's in love with 6 (Justin), 8 (Raymond) is jealous. What happens?
Well... Justin so yeng.. not surprised. Huey Wen so leng lui, if Ray like i oso no comment....

6) 4 (Stephanie) jumps to you in a dark alleyway, who saves you? 2 (Nen Lin),7 (Wei Ling), or 10 (Jia Ler)?
Steph jump to me? No assistance needed. I'll just hug her....X]

7) 1 (Louise) starts her cooking show. 15 minutes later what is happening?
EVERYONE TAKE COVER!!!! SHE'S GONNA BLOW!!!

8) 3 (Huey Wen) has to marry 8 (Ray),4 (Steph) or 9 (Hui Teng). Who will they choose?
Hm... let me think... neither? She will oni give her heart to LEEHOM XD><

9) 7 (Wei Ling) kipnaps 2 (Nen Lin)and demands something from 5 (Ru Jun)for 2's freedom.
wtf.... ling wont do dat... and ru jun has nth to give...XD

10) Everyone gangs up on 3 (Huey Wen), does 3 has a chance in hell?
=.= of course she got chance go there/ heaven lar. Someone save her lar....

11) Everyone is invited for 2 (Nen Lin) and 10 (Jia Ler)wedding except 8 (Raymond), how does 8 react?
He'll come in at the last moment to shout out:"I OBJECT!!!".... And then say:" woops... wrong wedding" =.=

12) Why is 6 (Justin) afraid of 7 (Wei Ling ) ?
Not possible... both oso nice people.

13) 1 (Louise) is late for 2 (Nen Lin)and 10's (Jia Ler) wedding. Why is that?
Well.... She's alwiz fashionably late.

14) 5 (Ru Jun)and 9 (Hui Teng) are drunk at your house. What happens?
You know~~~ I am a growing boy with raging hormones~~ ^^

15) 9 (Hui Teng)murders 2's (Nen Lin) best friend. What is 2 revenge on 9?
Kill her friends too?

16) 1 (Louise) and 6 (Justin) are in mortal danger. Does 6 save her/himself or 1?
Justin is a man lar. He definitely save louise then himself

17) 8 (Ray) and 3 (Huey Wen) go camping and for some reason they forget to bring any food. What will they do?
Cannibalize themselves. EAT EACH OTHER!!!!

18) 5 (Ru Jun) is in a car crash and is injured. What does 9 (Hui Teng)do?
Ah Teng... dun sai hei lar. U so small... let me do lar...lol

2nd:
Directions:
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

Fact One : I have eight daughters. And their love for me decreases by the minute

Fact Two : I'm tired of life, but the oni thing keeping me going is you girls....

Fact Three : My family is screwed up

Fact Four : My class had good teachers but noob students

Fact Five : I love fish and banana

Fact Six : Drinkin keeps my mind off stuff

Fact Seven : I love my phone... alwiz will. =D

Fact Eight : Anime.... is stil love it... but my connection sux lar.... help me jian T_T

Fact Nine : My hair..... MY HAIR!!!!!! grrrr.....gone...all gone....T_T

Fact Ten : Kingdom hearts rocks... for those who got PS2.. PLAY IT!!!

Fact Eleven : Workin on my cookin..

Fact Twelve : LPS was my life... was....

Fact Thirteen : Royal Flush is fallin apart

Fact fourteen : 11A's seems so far away....

Fact Fifteen : Graduation is just months away.....

Fact Sixteen : I love to counsel u guys... Tell me anythin u want to....=]


3rd:
1. If you can rename yourself, which name would you choose?
- I'll never rename myself man

2. If you can be reborned as anything at all, what will you choose to be?
- Hm... I would wanna be a bird dat soars thru the skies

3. If you had a choice, what era do you choose to live in?
- I want to live in the era where samurais still existed in Japan just like how ru jun said she liked it.... Where speed and brain are the key to success.

4. If you can swap bodies with anyone for a day, who would that be?

- Ru Jun.... Cause i wanna noe what it's like being a normal girl who thinks so openly and has such a lame view bout this world

5. If you could possess someone’s ability and personality, who would that be?

- I want to be confident of who I am, like....... like Ace. I want to be happy-go-lucky, like him. I want to be sly and happy. Is that a lot to ask?

6. If you only can have one of these two abilities, that is, to be able to love, but hated by others; or to be able to hate, but loved by others, which would you rather choose?

- to be able to hate, but loved by others

7. If you could have something you don’t have [and impossible to have too], what will you want?
- I want the world's collection of anime to be at my fingertips. MUAHAHAHA.... and oso the power to instil fear into people's heart

Why

Why.... Why... Why....
Why do people hate people, when they know what it's like to be hated
Why do people feel happy, when they know happiness is temporary
Why do people need to feel sad when others dun care anymore
Why do people quarrel, when they know that no good comes from it
Why do people wanna be perfect when they know that it's impossible
Why do people think but not do
Why do people fight but not know wat its like to be punched
Why do people insult but dno wat is like to be insulted
Why do people boast themselves when they know that its nothing big
Why do people blame others but not check their own dirty hands
Why do people steal but not willing others to steal from you
Why do people kill but not one to be the one to be murdered
Why do people fall in love but set eyes on other people
Why do people have crushes when they know it'll never work out
Why do people have hope when they should know that it's false
Why do people stil trust when there's no one else you can rily trust
Why do people miss friends when they know they wont come back
Why do people feel disappointed when they should know not to expect
Why do people stil continue when they can't at all


Why do people try so hard.......... Why....... And most of all... Why tmr need go back skulllll!!!!! =.= haih... i wanna slp but i cant and i dno why. Just been thinkin a lot this holiday bcoz of the free time. Thinkin bout how suckish 2008 was. there were good times. yes. but most of the time. I have bad memories. I've decided. A new year, a new beginning. I'm gonna throw away my past, lookin 4ward. Living my days for only comfort. Coz we nvr noe wat will happen to us in the next second. People coming and going in our lives. The inablility to get wat we want, to change the situations that are bloody frustrating. There's no point to be overwhelmed by these God-forsaken feelings. Coz feelings are like hindraces. Alwiz holding me back in life. And in this new year i wont ever let it get in my way again. Im giving it all out. Good bye my feelings.... Cause right as of now. u'll be gone from my life. Few minutes b4 the day i go back to hell. haih... i wonder what it'll be like to go back..... Well... no use thinkin bout dat right now. Goodnight. *yawns*