my past

this life. i curse it. this personality. i condemn it. this past. i fight it. and i lose. i nvr win. so what do you want of me now? tell me something in which i can compensate logically and non-fanatic. tell me something which i can really do. actually. you need not answer this question. for i know. the answer is suffer. there is nothing i can do to make up for you. just go ahead and mock me all you want. i deserve it. heck!!! if you wont do it, i'd feel much worse. anniversary of me being a pervert. if only it were true. im a full timer. i dun have this lycanthropy once a year you know. well.. not trying to argue since i rily deserve all the shit im currently facing. anyway good news for you anti-eugene poh's out there. my college life sucks. and you know what that means. YES. my life in college is far worse than what i experience in CHS. i sit alone, eat alone, and mostly study alone. wasting my life as a nerd. if you think this isnt punishment enough then..... hmm... then screw you lar =D