Aftershock?

I arose and went. I wanna forget. Again and again. I wished that 2009 didn't suck as much but here I am writing this post. God. Is this your way of judgment? I despise this part about you. You plan everything for me, thinking i will always be the best choice or what-so-ever. I will do my best. Going against all. The way of solitude. I am prepared. I wasn't given much of a choice anyway. So.... Shut up and die. I loathe you. Even if our paths shall cross, it will only symbolize a new thing. You.... have gave up too.

The most fearful betrayal is the one that is unpredictable