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Shall we begin this endless reign,
this meaningless pain or what u tot u gain.
Throw it away for evrything u did was in vain,
Start over, try not to substain.

I will take all the shame,
For i am the one to blame.
I am no longer the same,
So let me now end it this game.

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I Regret No More

I cannot go on like this, the sight i killing me. The tot is hurting me. I wouldnt wanna resort to use this. but i guess the situation isnt gonna change if i dont. Forgive me. I'm a liar. And this is my well deserve punishment. The will is set. The letter. Signed and sealed. There's no turning back. That. was what i decided. The End for a New beginning to rise. Goodbye.

Despair shroudes me from my destructive past. Time to Die

Sunny Day

Who'd ever thought that i would see this day....
Where i would see my LIBRARY life fade away...
Cos i was lost and couldn't find a way...
and now i look forward to every day....(welcome to my sunny day)...
BOOKS dont stop always stayed hot...
No matter how the seasons got..
I still remember when they took me away....
Kept it on lock den i got cuaght den i realised dat i had to stop...
Den i took the time to explore a better way...

Searched high and low, so close, yet so far to go...
i just know, theres a sunny day

Who'd ever thought that i would see this day....
Where i would see my LIBRARY life fade away...
Cos i was lost and couldn't find a way...
and now i look forward to every day....

Welcome to my sunny day...
my sunny day...
everyday....
a better day...
Welcome to my sunny day...
my sunny day....
every day...
a better day...
welcome to my sunny day...

(Wyclef Jean)
I was born in the LIBRARY, raised in the LIBRARY.
saw my first CUTIE in the LIBRARY.
I got my first kiss in the LIBRARY.
playing hide and go seek,
with the girls in the LIBRARY
I GOT my first ENEMY in the LIBRARY
Yo *** ***** can i get a date on friday-ay-ay,
its hard for me to let go, life in the LIBRARY
the night it blessed my FRIENDS THAT I SEE.
i had to find a way out of the LIBRARY
picked up the DOTA and
started to singin in the LIBRARY
haters used to hate in the LIBRARY,
said i never would made it out of the LIBRARY
i guess thats why my FRIENDS sold to SOMEBODY.
even though hanny said the
sun come out tomorrow.
But the LIBRARY stayed dark,
i never thought i ever see the NORMAL LIFE AGAIN.

Been a long day...
on my way to my holy place to pray...
Give thanks for every blessing given to me...
I know theres more to see...more to me...no more living in misery...
Cos this is how i visioned life to beee.....

Searched high and low, so close, yet so far to go...
i just know, theres a sunny day

Who'd ever thought that i would see this day....
Where i would see my LIBRARY life fade away...
Cos i was lost and couldn't find a way...
and now i look forward to every day....

Welcome to my sunny day...
my sunny day...
everyday....
a better day...
Welcome to my sunny day...
my sunny day....
every day...
a better day...
welcome to my sunny day...

I love hatred

let all hatred be focused on me. Hate me. I feed on thy hatred. I love to c that pissed off face. Fuck me up. "Isn't that supposed to be hurtful....?" LOL.... I've been thru much. HURT? U aint seen nth yet. Leave me be. Let me become the next you. I will give up evrything. Everything. To make u suffer what i've been thru. Indulging in this feeling you gave me. Its called. Hatred. And it came from within the very depths of your heart.

In the Mode

i think... i think... i think..... wat the fuck lar. dun think anymore. But the troubles just come to me. Out of the hot pot and into the refrigerator. "Lets work together?" Very funny. We'll just go on wif our lives like this. I think u oso will like that. Guess what. I din do much to make u suffer. U dug ur own grave. U knocked off ur own crown. My resolve nvr changed. I hate you.